Not many would know this about me but when I look at myself in the mirror… I honestly don’t like what I see. It’s not the fact I think I’m ugly or that I hate myself. I frequently look at myself just to think… I don’t want these eyes. I don’t want to see if another person has to live blind.

When I hear music, when I hear people in general… I zone out as if I’m deaf. As odd and confusing as it may seem, I would put myself into their shoes instead. Not many would notice but I zone out a whole lot. It isn’t for the purpose of having them be irritated but I would want to see how people would react… 

Every time I think of myself or I just zone out, it’s usually because I’m thinking of those who have to deal with everything like disabilities… and I think how amazing they all are. Of course I know I can’t help them, but I can admire them so much to the point where I would want to experience it for myself. I might not look like the type who would say this nor just think about it however I do. 

Yeah I know I am weird.