Though we are on different paths now. It’s still safe to say I still love you. As much as I get angry and so frustrated when I see your face, I still love you. The only reason why I won’t come near you is because I have done so much, I have chased after you for so long, and I honestly can’t do it anymore. I don’t hate you. I can never hate you. I know every time we are together it’s a competition of whose better. But honestly? I never found it to be a competition what so ever, why? Because you were already the strongest person I know. But for you to say that your pride is more than what we had does hurt. However, if every time I’m near you and when we talk and in your mind it’s a competition against me. Then… I really don’t want come near nor make your life difficult. I’m still here. And I do miss you like you said. It’s been months and once again we are back to being strangers. To me that is better than nothing.
